Wow, today was a shocker.
I have elected to keep the nature of my surgery a secret. Not a Secret but more of a Need to Know
basis. So on that note, other than
family and some close friends I have not told anybody. Well today A co-worker asked when I was
having my hernia fixed. And I just blurted out. That I am not, that I am in fact having
weight loss surgery. Now here is the
shocking part.
He said. Dude that’s so
awesome. You are going to feel better,
your headaches will go, I’m sure your Diabetes will get better.
I was stunned. This
is not the reaction that I was expecting.
None the less it was an awesome reaction.
This reaction made me feel good on the inside. There was no (man you gave up, you don’t need
surgery) so.. That’s awesome makes me feel that it was more acceptable then I perceived
it to be.
This simple act of encouragement from one person has really
made my day, and made me feel less ashamed.
There was always the feeling of failure with my previous weightless attempts. So this really boosts my ego and strokes my
id. Wow…. I feel energized.
Today I weighed 341 14 days to Opti.
